Forget forget forget..
Be strong...

Dun want people to say I'm a *S.S*

Shidah.. Miss you bery much..
I was wondering why I gave u kiss yesterdae..
Hahaha lesbian? lOlx no no..
I got prob you too got prob..
So let us njoy together and fark prob!

Orite babe! lUrve ya lOts! muACkz!
Miss Fazly.. Acap.. Ina.. Aniz.. Og.. all!!!! MuaCkz!

Gotta be strong no matter wat happens..

Pretendin to be hapie outside..
But deep inside.. WaaAaaak..
I'm sufferin loadz.. Haiz..

I'm juz hapie for you boi..

12:59 PM





I tried to ferget bout everythin..
But it seems so hard fer me..
Why must I make myself hurt?
Why not juz ferget bout everytin?

I lurve sumone guy?
Stop it la zyma..
Leave him behind aite baby..
There's are much more better guys out there you can find..

Stop lurvin him.. Stop lurvin him.. Stop lurvin him..

Stop thinkin bout him.. Stop thinkin bout him.. Stop thinkin bout him..

Stop everythin.. Stop everythin.. Stop everythin..

11:22 AM





History just repeated......
Playing with HEARTS is wat sumone does
making decision is always hard

Today in skewl was HORRIBLE for me
i just duno why i cant stop crying
It breaks my heart being played around

why does all dis repeat again & again
why must i cry again & again
why is it evryting i have to face
Why..why..why..why.why..why

Im lost and dunno wat im going through now
is it SADNESS or HAPPINESS???
or is it both that i feel in me

i just cant forget about HIM
i just feel as if a knife was being cut tru me
can someone help me get tru all dis?
can someone bring back the HAPPINESS in me
can someone heal the pain for me
is there that someone that can help me

i still love HIM
but i noe i just cant have HIM
i dunt want people to say im a 'PERAMPAS'
im just BLANK now
how could he do this to me
am i a toy that everyone could play
duncha tink i dun hv feelings
3 STRIKE IN A ROW
THANKS GUYS FOR HURTING ME
ADEK TOYOL,AFIQ,HELME

i appreciate everything from the bottom of my heart
i just love the way u guys treat me
3 CHEERS!HIP2 HOORAY!!

eventhough u see me smiling outside
but inside me i just feel the pain
I LOVE U

10:46 AM





Zyma HATE HYPROCITES!!!!!!!!!!!
THEY ALL SUXs!!
NXT TYM IF YA WANNA TOK BOUT ME...
CUM ON TELL ME FACE TO FACE AITE BABY!
DUN NID TO TELL OTHERS..
THANK YOU BERY THE MUCHIE! MUACKZ!!!!!!!

Haiz wondering wen is my laptop gonna be fine again lyk before..
Miss chatin at msn wit PRINZE JO DINO LOLOK and all..
Miss you guys so much sia! MuaCKz!

Hmm.. He sound me again.. Its his 3 tym..
Hmm.. Should I reject him again? Or juz accept him?
*BLANK*
But I love sumone else.. But I juz duno if he loves me too..
Sumtyms I ask myself.. Is it worth it waitin? Or juz forget bout him..
*BLANK*

I think I'll juz wait and see.. Dun wanna disturb him.. Juz let him have his own lyf..
Tot I'm quite jealous of him sumtyms..
But wat to do juz gotta face it..
Lyk wat Fazly says.. "SABAR ZYMA"
Yeah tats rite baby hahaha..

*I LOVE YOU BOI* HELME~ MuaCKz`

10:19 AM





Miss bloggin stupid laptop couldn't be on for the moment..
Miss my brader so much..
Wondering when his cumin back to singapore..
Haiz...

Stress wit lots of things..
Frenz... Skul... Fam... And everythin..
Wateva it is..
Stress wit Shidah..
She's chAngin.. to worst is it?
Wateva. But I miss her lyk crazy..
Muackz!!

Haiz I duno wat happen to me juz now..
So wateva it is..
Haiz wateva..
I kinda miss him too..
But wateva it is..
I duno wat is happening..

Maybe I'm juz over reacting..
I hate sumone...
But I duno wat to do...

Argh!!!!!!!!! Wateva...
Ni lar musuh2 dlm selimut!!!!!!!!!!
BelO2!! I hate them!!!!!
HYPROCRITE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
FARK YOU GUYS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

9:00 PM





Long tym neva update my blog..
So boring now.. Laptop sortz2 now I at skool postin diz stupid thingy..

Grr.. Aniwae duno why I feel so angry juz now..
Hmm.. nvm..
Frenz are much more important..
Wadeva..
Kind off hapie gotta see him todae..
Miss him actuali.. But suddenly my mood change..

Haiz wat happened to me todae??
Herlo are you ok gal??
.........................................................

Hmm... Nowadaes seems great gotta talk to him at pone..
But duno til wen..
Mayb juz yesterdae??
Or todae? Or good fOreva??
Hahahaha.. Wadeva...

Saw Zufri juz now..
As usual he wit his Super 4..
Hahaha miss goin riding wit him..
Lolx last tym was great Muhahahaha..
BORING..

"Zufri jom kluar.. Hahaha Riding again weEeeeeeeeeeee"

Wateva boring..

Haiz.. Helme Helme Helme....
Wateva it is.. I duno why I fall for him..
Hmm..But fallin for him too make me feel pain sumtyms..
Might as well say alwaes..
Boring.. Haiz boy I lurve you..
But I dun wanna wait too long fer you and get heartbroke again..
Tat juz makes me feel suxs..

Argh wateva! muACkz!

1:11 PM